[flickr id=”5066025517″ thumbnail=”small” overlay=”true” size=”small” group=”” align=”left”]I tend to cycle.

One minute I’m wrapped up in one thing – and that one thing is all that matters.

Time passes in the periphery.

When life is busy my brain is chaos.  Everything runs through it, meanwhile staying focused on one thing.

Right now that one thing is Kennedy.  Between her weight issues, now compounded by a positive strep culture (& the antibiotics that come with), and her upcoming SSI appeal hearing…I’m a little consumed.

Of course in the mean time I still have Denver & his weight (also a concern, but not as severe), and his school and Scouts (& whether or not he’ll remain in Scouts), and Cross country.  And Molly and her school stuff, and her increasing ‘moments’.

The husband has had some developments and turns in his recent struggles.  We are doing amazingly better, but new stuff is popping up to deal with in that department. We’re taking it all one step at a time and might even be ready to talk about it soon.

October is also filling up with blogging activities (oh, I am going to be joyously busy).  Of course the holidays are coming close on Octobers heels.

Let’s not even get into all I need to do for my writing.  I’m up to my eyeballs in stuff right now that isn’t getting done, and stuff that is.

Needless to say I feel like my head is going to explode when I don’t force myself into tunnel vision.  So for now I focus on Kennedy because it’s easier and appear to be the most drastic. It’s easier to focus on stuffing her face and meeting with the lawyer because it’s right in front of me and simpler than some of the other stuff.

So for now I focus on her…maybe the other stuff will be resolved by the time I’m done with that.

It could be…right?