What is Cystic Fibrosis? The technical definition, according to the CFF website is as follows:

Cystic fibrosis is an inherited chronic disease that affects the lungs and digestive system of about 30,000 children and adults in the United States (70,000 worldwide). A defective gene and its protein product cause the body to produce unusually thick, sticky mucus that:

• clogs the lungs and leads to life-threatening lung infections; and
• obstructs the pancreas and stops natural enzymes from helping the body break down and absorb food.

In the 1950s, few children with cystic fibrosis lived to attend elementary school. Today, advances in research and medical treatments have further enhanced and extended life for children and adults with CF. Many people with the disease can now expect to live into their 30s, 40s and beyond.

But what is it to a parent?

When we got the diagnosis we got the cold rush of fear to our belly that no amount of “It’s not a death sentence” and “many people with CF live into their 40’s” could settle. Our pulmonologist is incredible. She’s one of the best in the country, and it’s so reassuring. We have a whole team on our side, and right now K’s lung functions are so good, and she sounds so clear compared to six months ago…

But no amount of clear and happy checkups remove that fear. It’s always in my belly. I can push it aside most days, but there are times that I look into her bright and happy big eyes and I wonder how long she truly has. How I’m so thrilled that she’s such a happy child, because I know she’ll enjoy her life for as long as she lives it.

You hold out hope for a cure, for your child to live longer than you…but in the back of your mind you hear the stories of the 9 year old that lost her fight…or your coworker’s wife is in the ICU…her youngest child only 2…and she can’t even go home and play with her. They each worry you.

The goal is to not let it rule your life…becuase you will never lose the fear of outliving your own child…EVER.