Kolaczki (It’s about cookies – I promise)

I remember both of my grandmother’s very clearly.  Neither fit the stereotype that exists in modern culture.  They weren’t bakers. They were unique. I loved them both, but I always wondered if that stereotype existed (now that I’m older I’m almost certain it doesn’t – I’ve never met one myself).

Now that I’m a mom, I’ve become obsessed with this time of year, making everything perfect. Making dozens (or hundreds, if you will) cookies and treats.

Three years ago when I started the trek into going nuts with the cookies I knew I wanted to do something beyond cutouts. Those would always be a staple, but I wanted variety.  In my quest for that variety I knew I wanted to give a nod to my heritage.

I’m half-Polish, you know.

But as I said – I don’t remember my Nana baking in the time I knew her.

So, I started a search for Polish Christmas cookies. I stumbled upon this recipe for “Polish Apricot-Filled Cookies”. Further research gave me the name Kolaczki. I have also since learned that they can be filled in other ways, but I’m not about to change what has become a yearly demand in my house. It is now Archie’s favorite, and I can hardly keep his diabetic fingers out of the cookie jar.

Another thing I love about these, especially this year when I’m trying to pre-make all I can…is that you can pre-make all the parts of this in advance. Freeze the dough, keep the filling in the fridge.  Make it when you’re ready.  You could even put them completely together and freeze them whole, taking them out to bake later. Very convenient recipe.

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Kolaczki

Dough

2 & 1/4 cups Flour
1/2 tsp salt
8oz cream cheese
1 cup butter
1 lg egg, lightly beaten w/ water for egg wash

Apricot Filling

1 & 3/4 cup coarsely chopped dried apricots
2/3 cup honey
1/4 cup sweet orange marmalade
1/2 tsp cinnamon
1 cup water

1. Make Dough
Beat cream cheese and butter on med-high until creamy reduce speed to low
Sift together Flour and Salt, then add to cream cheese mixture until just combined.
Divide dough into 4 portions, wrap in plastic wrap and chill until firm, at least 2 hours
~~At this stage you can also freeze it for later use (that’s where mine is right now)

2. Make Filling
Bring ingredients to a boil in a heavy saucepan over medium heat.
Reduce heat and let simmer until apricots are softened and mixture is thick.
Transfer to small bowl and cool until just warm – at least 30 minutes.
Put into food processor and pulse until finely chopped.
Chill until cold – at least 2 hours.

3.Assemble Cookies
Preheat oven to 375
Line baking sheets w/ parchment.
Take 1 piece of dough from fridge (keep others chilled), roll out between 2 sheets of well-floured wax paper into about 11-inches square.
Trim edges so square is 10 inches across.
Cut into 16 equal squares (about 2.5 inches a piece)
Put squares onto cookie sheet and put into freezer for a quick chill (you want to keep dough cold)
At this point you can start a second cookie sheet, or just do one sheet at a time. I’d keep dough in freezer for maybe 5-10 minutes.
Working quickly, put a tsp of filling into the center of each square.
Brush two opposite corners w/ egg wash, then bring those two corners together and pinch to seal.
Continue through all 16 squares. If dough starts to get soft, pop back in freezer for a few minutes.

4. Bake
Bake until golden, about 17-20 minutes.
Transfer to racks to cool.
If desired, sprinkle with powdered sugar.

*These are best kept in an airtight container, and are best fresh, within a week…if you can keep them around that long.

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This post is a part of Tara’s Holiday Cookie Exchange.  Expect probably one other post, hopefully with a more recent, and better looking picture than what I had for this.  Like I said, my Kolaczki’s are currently in the freezer waiting on baking closer to the time I hand them out!!

Memories, Carefully Wrapped

Each year it’s the same
From storage, boxes emerge
Marked with black sharpie

One by one we find
Carefully wrapped memories
Hanging by thin threads

Sometimes the year blurs
Sometimes it’s plain to be seen
Each time the heart tugs

Family gathered
Love, laughter, peace, understanding
Problems disappear

Memories held close
Pulled from storage once a year
Shimmering brightly

Happy Thanksgiving!!

I hope your plates are full, and your bellies fuller.  Enjoy every moment with family and friends!!

Remember the good times, before they’re forgotten.

Embrace your family, for too soon today will become the past, a memory to laugh over.  An old photograph that you’re trying to place. A forgotten memory surfacing amidst laughter and tears.

A letter, found in a hope chest. A photo album in the back of a closet. An old family movie dug out from long stored boxes.

Hold onto today. Savor each moment.

Be thankful for the now.

Before the now’s are gone.

All I want for Christmas…

It is very rare an occasion that the husband and I can get Christmas presents for each other.  In fact, the last time was 3 years ago and we had maybe a $50 budget.  We focus on the kids, and making the day about them.

This year, thanks to some planning ahead (like starting to buy in June and actually putting money away for this reason)…we can actually buy each other Christmas presents.  Our budget is a little more roomy…room for one larger ticket item, and a few small things.

In making my Christmas list I have two bigger ticket items on it.  Just about everything on my list revolves around my camera…and since we can’t afford a new camera or lens, I have two things that I really want and I can’t get them both…unless I win this giveaway.

See, I’ve been eying the idea of a nice camera bag for a while.  When I saw this Rose bag in the color Clementine from Jo Totes, I fell hard.  Archie thinks I’m strange for wanting this orange color, but I’ve been falling in love with orange slowly over the past couple of years.  And this bag is beautiful in orange.

Then there’s an extension tube for my camera.  I really would like it for a number of reasons…and though I’ve been coveting it for less time, it’s still something I really want.

So, when I saw the giveaway at Lotus’ review site I had to enter…because if I win, the conundrum is solved.  Otherwise one of these items has to wait longer, until I can afford it out of pocket.

Choosing between two big wants is very much not easy…and winning this giveaway would ease that so much 😉  Cross fingers.

P.S.  Archie, so you know…the other things I want for Christmas are here:

Wireless Remote, Tripod, EAS Sports Active, Cook or Be Cooked,  Lens Hood, a gift card to Knit Picks, Truly Victorian, or Barnes & Noble, of course, a new robe and slippers are always good 😉

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*Yup, I hardly ever blog about giveaways…despite the extra entries it can get you…but this giveaway was too good to pass up….plus the post also served a dual purpose, by giving the hubby my Christmas list in one place.  So forgive me for my indulgent post…we go back to semi-regularly scheduled posting tomorrow 😉

**Oh, and please don’t go to Lotus’ for this giveaway…no matter how AWESOME it is…The few people that enter, the more likely I am to win…I know…you’re already on your way over. I’m so screwed *G*

I’m either insane, or…

Oh, who are we kidding?  I’m definitely insane.

It’s not even Halloween.

But I have 85% of Christmas shopping done. (The girls shopping IS done).

I’ve been knitting like mad, and just started sewing…and have many Christmas gift items completed/made in the crafting area and a decent head start on others.

Two days ago I started something. Cookies/Treats for Christmas. My obsession with baking many, many Christmas Cookies has been documented in the past.I make a lot.  And every year (especially last year it seemed) I get really overwhelmed at the first of December.   I have a tendency to put too much on myself and try to accomplish more than is possible.  I think that’s why I started so early this year.

Really early.

The first Christmas gift was purchased in June.

I’ve started making cookies that can be frozen and stored.  So far I’ve made the base for the Oreo Truffles (new this year), and I’ve baked 1 of 3 cakes for cake pops, and I’m getting those centers prepared.  I’m trying to figure out what cookies can be pre-made and frozen with little trouble.  Hopefully all I’ll have to do in December is bake a few batches and frost/candy coat the others.

Final stage is finishing up with the Christmas presents.  I’ve given myself more time to do this than I have in the past…hopefully this year I’ll not freak out and over-stress again.

But I still am a little insane.

100 Days!!!

christmas_decorations_presents_265030_lDid you know that there are only 100 days left until Christmas?

Two days ago I got hit with the bug. Yup, already.  I’ve told Archie to make me  list of his co-workers and friends that he wants included on the list.  Because I’m making plans.

Last year I made well over 1000 cookies, that we pigged out on, I sent in a plate w/ hubs to work, I went to a cookie exchange and took a plate of ALL my cookies-not just my exchange cookies.  I took them to my parents – and we ate them ALL.

This year I’m all about the homemade gifts. I can’t go into too much detail because people read this blog that will get some of those gifts 😉  But I’m making my list, and I’m checking it a dozen times.

I have recipes lining up to make even MORE cookies than previous years, and candies.  I’ll make gift bags of the goodies for friends and family…and for family I’ll also have some non-edible gifts. 

The girls are getting homemade clothes, and I also have purchased clothes for both them and Brandon.  So far I’ve only spent about $40 total and have all of their clothes shopping done (this far in advance! NEVER happens!). 

I have gifts planned for all the youth (older, younger, and unborn)…and simple gifts for the extended family.  If all goes well no one will be without a gift – even if it’s a goodie bag of dessert 😀  I’ve also started giving hubby ideas of what I want *G* Now if he’d do the same (although he’s sort of predictable…I think I can guess)

I hope you’re making your plans…it seems so far – but it passes by so fast!  I hope to finish early…there are other holidays to plan for 😉 

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Any blogging buddies that want a care package of my goodies better email me now so I can add you to my list!!