by Sarah | Sep 21, 2010 | All About Me, Photography
In the learning to love myself area, I thought this would be a great weekly meme to participate in. It’s called The Flip Side and it’s all about self portraits. Since I’m not a fan of the way I photograph, this will be very difficult for me. Hopefully doing it weekly will help me get over my own issues 🙂 So welcome to the Flip Side of Me…
The Eyes Have It
My first. I like it the most, because my eyes are one feature I like….
Plus I think that it’s neat that if you look close enough at the large photo you can see my camera’s reflection in my eye

Just a peek..
Taken at night, shows just a little more. Was just goofing off with the camera

Tripod Test
Um, just what it says.
**** Head on over to check out who else is flipping out:

by Sarah | Sep 19, 2010 | All About Denver, All About Family, All About Me, Photography, Weekly Winners


All taken w/ Canon Rebel XTi.
For week 9/12-9/18/10
Water Falls


Fish Swim
(Above is Nemo#1)
(and Pingu)
Fish can be replaced
Nemo#1 was “sick” and so flushed “Back to the sea” and so we have Nemo#2:

Hair Curls

Determination Wins
(He got 17th place this time! Moving up!!)

Teamwork is Everything
(The Team Won the Meet!)

Relaxation takes many forms…
At the Park:

With Friends

I Can Be Beautiful
(A lesson in progress, a piece at a time – this is my first piece)

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That’s it for this week. Head on over to Lotus‘ digs to check out other, more worthy entrants!!
by Sarah | Sep 18, 2010 | All About Denver, All About Kennedy, All About Me, All About Molly, Cystic Fibrosis
Day 06 – Something You Hope You Never Have To Do
My biggest fear day in and day out.
I hope I never, ever, have to bury one of my children.
I hope that Brandon, destined to drive in just a few years, finds and uses common sense. That he has the same instincts I did to never use drugs, to not drink until he’s older. That nothing happens to mar is bright future.
I hope that Riley far outlives and outshines me and her father. That none of her issues cause her problems. That she grows to be a proud and strong young woman.
Above all I hope for a cure.
That Angel never has to wait for a lung transplant to save her life. That she doesn’t have to live her days hooked to machines that force breath into her failing lungs. That they find a cure for even her unique a-typical form of this horrible disease.
I never want to bury ANY of my children.
Yet daily I wonder if I will have to.
I hope to the heavens that I won’t ever face that.
by Sarah | Sep 17, 2010 | All About Kennedy, All About Learning, All About Me, All About Molly, Crap, Random
On occasion the random bullet-filled post is fun. Guess what you get today? The virtual grab-bag of crap…I mean, the bullet-list…so much less defined than a bucket-list 😀
* Riley got sick this week. I called her school on Monday at 10:45AM. Told them her name, her teacher, that she was in PM kindergarten – and said she was sick & not coming in. 2 hours later the school called wondering where she was. SOOOO not working in their favor.
* On that note, I have a copy of a withdrawal letter for her drafted. It’s not set in stone, but we’re meeting w/ her teacher on Monday. Might be an ‘exit interview’ to get our ducks in a row. Informational “what is happening in class” and “this is what’s happening at home” type of meeting. Not sure which way the pendulum will swing after that.
*Our town had it’s street fair this past weekend. Somehow Angel managed to get a pingpong ball into a little fishbowl TWICE. So, “Pingu” and “Nemo” are the new pets around here (pictures to follow soon). If they survive the week I’m going to need to get them a real fish bowl. Right now they’re managing, but I don’t have any proper materials so the water is getting filthy fast. Changing it out daily is not on my list of good times.
* The new season of GLEE is this coming week! YAY. Fall shows make me happy. GLEE, ANTM, Bones and Big Bang Theory I’m anxious to see again (okay, ANTM is already on, YAY). I’ve started watching Hellcats (don’t judge)…and I’m really looking forward to No Ordinary Family, Sh*t my Dad Says, and Blue Bloods (hello Donnie Wahlberg *sigh* – and my NKOTB love goes on – again, don’t judge, you know you loved them too).
* Speaking of shows…oh, how disappointed I am in True Blood. Alan Ball really took the show WAY off course – and BORED THE CRAP out of me this season. When you fast forward through 3/4 of the finale because you don’t give a sh*t about any of the characters – you know it’s bad. Shame on you, Alan Ball. SHAME ON YOU.
* I’m knitting again.
* And (sort of) writing again…more like editing my book based on some feedback I got. Once again I have confirmation from all that have read that my first chapter is great – but I’m still not getting my foot in that door. Oh well, I have a partial out once again (slightly rewritten from what it was), and I’m waiting to send out more until another time. At this time of year I stop pressuring myself to write so much, because it doesn’t flow as easy for me and there’s too much going on.
* Because of JENNIFER, I’ve started watching LOST. Yes, I’m WAY behind the ball, but so is she…and she mentioned it being on Netflix instant-play (which I’d noticed too) and commented that because she was late in watching she had no one to watch with. So, now I’m just about through the first season (would be completely but illness sent me to bed EARLY)…and annoyed at how hooked I am. Simple curiosity has me glued to my screen.
* I have more reviews coming. This will not turn into a review site, but some offers look interesting and I’m taking them when I can. At least one will go on my other site because it’s for a book, but occasionally you’ll see them here too!
* Did you know that there is now LESS than 100 days until Christmas? At the time of this post there will be 98 days until Christmas. Hey, don’t shoot the messenger! It’s a simple fact. How much shopping do you have done? I have probably 1/3-1/2 done already.
* I’ll shut up now. More random posts in the future.
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It wasn’t intentional, but this fits into the theme, so I’m tying it to Friday Fragments:

by Sarah | Sep 15, 2010 | All About Me, Writing
Day 05 – Something You Hope to Do in Your Life
Picking just one thing isn’t as easy as it sounds. I have many things I hope to do. I hope to go on a cruise, to see all the sights this country has to offer, to watch my children graduate high school, college, get married…have my grandchildren.
Those are ‘normal’ hopes and goals. Ones most people think of, hope for. For something that is what I hope to do – it’s to see my name in print.
To be published. Paid to do something I love – write.
It has nothing to do with fame or fortune – but seeing one of my goals accomplished. A dream realized. I’ve been lucky enough to perform on stage, play a vocal lead (community theater or not, it’s still wonderful) – and that is one dream that’s been realized. A dream I loved and still love and hope to one day go back to…
But now.
Now is the time I am focused on my writing. I’ve been writing since high school. From drivel to serious works, poetry to prose. I enjoy it. I will keep doing it.
But my hope is to be published. It would mean so much to me. To have my characters brought to life for more than just my (wonderful) circle of friends (and readers, I love you ladies). To think I might inspire someone else to write as many of the books I’ve lost myself in over the years inspired me.
So that is what I hope to do in my life. Even if it takes me more years than it already has (that’s almost 4 years and counting of seriously trying to get published).
by Sarah | Sep 14, 2010 | Crap
Of course, on the week that I do not have my posts pre-written we have a full house of sick. I’ve been sick for almost 3 weeks, now both girls and Archie all have it. So far Brandon has been spared, but we’ll see if that continues!!
I’m starting to feel a little better and I have a few posts in my head, so hopefully I’ll be able to find a few minutes at least to pre-write a post or two until I’m feeling more up to getting more set in line!!
Be back soon as I can!