[flickr id=”6202967832″ thumbnail=”small” overlay=”true” size=”small” group=”” align=”left”]I’m not liking myself much right now.
I’m attributing it to stress of the past month and of the upcoming holidays.
But I’m ugly. Inside.
Short tempered.
Nasty.
Angry.
Impatient.
I don’t like it and I want it to stop.
I’m hoping that now that I am returning to my normal routine I will get back my usual state of mind and heart. Now that I don’t have the added stress of fitting things around work that I will actually feel like I’m accomplishing something.
I don’t want to be miserable. I don’t want to be putting myself in time out like I did tonight.
The holidays are coming and I need to be happy. After all I have cookies to bake and treats to make and Christmas morning photos to take.
I hope the less stress helps you feel more like yourself. Hope you and yours have a wonderful, fun holiday.
I know how you feel. The stresses of my life sometimes morph me into a person I don’t recognize. But don’t be too hard on yourself. You’ll get back to where you want to be.
I’m sorry. I hope you start to feel better soon. I’m not doing so well myself, so I get where you’re coming from.