Kolaczki (It’s about cookies – I promise)

I remember both of my grandmother’s very clearly.  Neither fit the stereotype that exists in modern culture.  They weren’t bakers. They were unique. I loved them both, but I always wondered if that stereotype existed (now that I’m older I’m almost certain it doesn’t – I’ve never met one myself).

Now that I’m a mom, I’ve become obsessed with this time of year, making everything perfect. Making dozens (or hundreds, if you will) cookies and treats.

Three years ago when I started the trek into going nuts with the cookies I knew I wanted to do something beyond cutouts. Those would always be a staple, but I wanted variety.  In my quest for that variety I knew I wanted to give a nod to my heritage.

I’m half-Polish, you know.

But as I said – I don’t remember my Nana baking in the time I knew her.

So, I started a search for Polish Christmas cookies. I stumbled upon this recipe for “Polish Apricot-Filled Cookies”. Further research gave me the name Kolaczki. I have also since learned that they can be filled in other ways, but I’m not about to change what has become a yearly demand in my house. It is now Archie’s favorite, and I can hardly keep his diabetic fingers out of the cookie jar.

Another thing I love about these, especially this year when I’m trying to pre-make all I can…is that you can pre-make all the parts of this in advance. Freeze the dough, keep the filling in the fridge.  Make it when you’re ready.  You could even put them completely together and freeze them whole, taking them out to bake later. Very convenient recipe.

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Kolaczki

Dough

2 & 1/4 cups Flour
1/2 tsp salt
8oz cream cheese
1 cup butter
1 lg egg, lightly beaten w/ water for egg wash

Apricot Filling

1 & 3/4 cup coarsely chopped dried apricots
2/3 cup honey
1/4 cup sweet orange marmalade
1/2 tsp cinnamon
1 cup water

1. Make Dough
Beat cream cheese and butter on med-high until creamy reduce speed to low
Sift together Flour and Salt, then add to cream cheese mixture until just combined.
Divide dough into 4 portions, wrap in plastic wrap and chill until firm, at least 2 hours
~~At this stage you can also freeze it for later use (that’s where mine is right now)

2. Make Filling
Bring ingredients to a boil in a heavy saucepan over medium heat.
Reduce heat and let simmer until apricots are softened and mixture is thick.
Transfer to small bowl and cool until just warm – at least 30 minutes.
Put into food processor and pulse until finely chopped.
Chill until cold – at least 2 hours.

3.Assemble Cookies
Preheat oven to 375
Line baking sheets w/ parchment.
Take 1 piece of dough from fridge (keep others chilled), roll out between 2 sheets of well-floured wax paper into about 11-inches square.
Trim edges so square is 10 inches across.
Cut into 16 equal squares (about 2.5 inches a piece)
Put squares onto cookie sheet and put into freezer for a quick chill (you want to keep dough cold)
At this point you can start a second cookie sheet, or just do one sheet at a time. I’d keep dough in freezer for maybe 5-10 minutes.
Working quickly, put a tsp of filling into the center of each square.
Brush two opposite corners w/ egg wash, then bring those two corners together and pinch to seal.
Continue through all 16 squares. If dough starts to get soft, pop back in freezer for a few minutes.

4. Bake
Bake until golden, about 17-20 minutes.
Transfer to racks to cool.
If desired, sprinkle with powdered sugar.

*These are best kept in an airtight container, and are best fresh, within a week…if you can keep them around that long.

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This post is a part of Tara’s Holiday Cookie Exchange.  Expect probably one other post, hopefully with a more recent, and better looking picture than what I had for this.  Like I said, my Kolaczki’s are currently in the freezer waiting on baking closer to the time I hand them out!!

I did it…(NaBloPoMo)

I mentioned it early in the month. I had agreed to participate in NaBloPoMo.

I’m glad I managed it.  I wish to heaven that every single post had been quality.  I admit whole-heartedly that a few days were junk.

What I got out of it – the happiness that I have managed to consistently post. After almost a year where I couldn’t seem to come up with one post a week, barely two a month – it feels good to be posting with some consistency again.

I’m not the type of person that can likely post something EVERY.SINGLE.DAY. I can definitely manage several a week and be content with that.  I would like to post every day, but I don’t like posting drivel.

When life gets the better of me, and it will happen, I won’t panic about not getting a post in THAT.DAY. But I will try to soon.

There were several posts I made this month that I am proud of, and I’m going to link them now 🙂

*I loved my Weekly Winners back at the first of the month.

*I Am Real

*Angel made my heart swell with love and showed me that there is never enough.

*I expressed my guilt and fear over Brandon’s condition.

*I flashed back to my past while trying to treasure the now.

*And finally I got waxing (haiku) poetic over Christmas decorations.

All in all, a crazy month, happiness, sadness, tears and laughter all mixed in.  My son broke his arm, and then had a positive CF test. My Riley had her IEP plan set for school and has shown us both progression and regression, stirring hope and fear and leaving us just as confused, it not more so, than when this month started.  Angel tricked us into thinking everything was hunky dorey before scaring the pants off of us by having alarmingly low lung functions.

But then there was Thanksgiving, and wonderful blogger parties, and preparing for Christmas, baking, knitting and decorating.

I’m glad I did NaBlo and while I’m not crazy enough to try to commit to it for December again (during Christmas?)…but I need to learn how to say no.  So I’m only committing to posting regularly – at least 4 days a week. So it’s regular, but I will not burn out.

I expect to commit to another NaBlo month in the coming year…but for now I’m going to enjoy the month and regularly blogging again.

Thanks for visiting so much and pushing my numbers up to surprising levels!  It’s been a wonderful month and I hope you keep coming back!!

Memories, Carefully Wrapped

Each year it’s the same
From storage, boxes emerge
Marked with black sharpie

One by one we find
Carefully wrapped memories
Hanging by thin threads

Sometimes the year blurs
Sometimes it’s plain to be seen
Each time the heart tugs

Family gathered
Love, laughter, peace, understanding
Problems disappear

Memories held close
Pulled from storage once a year
Shimmering brightly

Weekly Winners – Into the Holidays Edition

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All taken w/ Canon Rebel XTi.
For week 11/21-11/27/10

Very late today – I actually almost didn’t post, but I decided to go ahead and post!

Perfect Sunrise
*It led into a stormy day (Red sky in the morning-sailors take warning)…but it was GORGEOUS.
Perfect Sunrise

Giggling at Mommy & her Camera
Giggling at Mommy

Thankful for #1
Thanks for 1

Thankful for #2
Thanks for 2

Thankful for #3
Thanks for 3

Earliest Remembered Ornament
Earliest Memory

Slippered Memory
Slippered Memory

Shimmer
Shimmer

Up a Tree
Up a Tree

Branching Out
Branching Out

That’s all for this week. Head on over to Lotus‘ digs to see more!!

Confession of a Mom

I’m almost too late for my post for today, so this is quick and silly.

Confessions of things I’m certainly guilty of after almost 13 years of a Mom.

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1) I always thought Steve from Blues Clues was hot…even before he left and shaved his head.

2) I hate Mary Poppins with a deep passion. Ever since Brandon was obsessed with it and I was forced to watch it over and over for weeks on end…and came to realize she is a pompous, self-righteous, snobby bitch.

3) I actually enjoy iCarly and Victorious. They make me giggle.  Big Time Rush – not so much.

4) I used to use the TV to babysit Brandon. He would come into my room at 5AM on the weekends, I’d flip on the cartoons and go back to sleep. What can I say…the kid NEVER slept!!

5) I hate Spongebob almost as much as Mary Poppins. ‘Nuff said.

6) I haven’t taken any of my kids to a movie since Riley was an infant. I don’t trust them to sit through one. So all movies wait for video.

7) One of my favorite all-time movies is Lion King.

8) I miss the earliest days of Blues Clues before Dora and Diego and Max and Ruby tainted the waters.

9) I am actually physically disgusted by the Diego episode with the Iguana and the strawberries. You know the one…

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There could be more, but I was distracted by Avatar and now MUST post this before midnight or I mess up my NaBlo!!!